Software Apps

I am so tired of taking software apps, one semester of this is enough i think. But nooo, our med school dean has decided that we need a whole year. Okay i understand, we might need to learn this so for epidemiology but other than that we're go to go, and since we dont need to know how to do al this stuff until like 5 semester i don't understand why we must take it now and why must it be so damn long? this really infuriates me to no end! Anyways i promise i will write a more interesting post as soon as i get out of this freaking 3 hour class.

Break Up's and Make Up's

So alot of my friends have been having lots of troubles with their significant others lately and have been comming to me for advice. Now dont get me wrong, i dont mind it at all. Even though i might not have lots of experience with love and dating persay i do most definately know the signs of a good man and the signs of a bad one. I've seen enough bad relationships to know the difference. Now i love my friends dearly, even when they're totally and completely imature and do stupid things like a certain someone i wont mention and i will always forgive and forget for i do not like to fight and i don't hold grudges. But something that aggravates me out of my mind is when my friends end up with douchebags and when they get hrut come runnign to me, so when i try to tell them the truth they only get pissed off and defent that douchebag who hurt them in the first place!

Argh it makes me so angry because what i hate most in the world is seeing my friends hurt. No man especially not the douchebags that they seem determined to fight are worth their tears, and the ones who are they shun like the plague.

Besides those guys who you can cry over, well those guys will never make you cry.

In the end though, as a friend theres nothing i can do but be there when they need me and wipe their tears away and try to make them smile again.

A Not so sudden death

Just thought i'd let you all know that i died so painfully in that anthropology test i had today. I crammed like usual, something which usually works for me (unless its chem and then no amount of studying will get through to my brain) but no amount of studying was going to help you in that test. It was very confusing and i feel i did horribly on it, seeing as how i was literally guessing for most of them. Oh well, i'll just have to get an A on the next tesst, no point in crying over spilled milk. If you know me at all you will know that i'm not the type to usually get upset over things, you see my personal philosophy is not necessarily to be optimistic about everything cuz im not that naive, i know there are things that you can never be optimistic about, i do however try to be happy as much as i can daily for i figure life is too short to waste on bad moments and bad moods. Especially when those bad moods cant be changed and when they're insignificant as a failed test. To all those overachievers out there, who cry over a B thinking they shouldve gotten an A i say to you, as someone who's been down that road, chillax live life and do better next time, but dont waste another precious moment of your life crying over something that cant be altered. Tests dont measure your inteligence they measure your dedication to your studies and your attention span. Truth is, most of what you learn in school you'll never use again or if you do its a precious little and you usually have a class that helps you go over it again and apply it to whatever you need to apply to. So to all those students out there, i'm not telling you not to try your best. On the contrary i'm telling you to study and apply yourselves i am telling you however not to stress if you get a lower grade than you wished to, just accept it and move on for life is too short. Trust me getting an F in AP calc does not mean you're an idiot, it's just things like that tend to happen sometimes, its not big. Just make sure you get help for the next test.

Toodles,

~Lily~

Just Another Day

I figured i should probably start writing one of these again, seeing as how i have free time right now...or rather i do not actually have free time i'm just procrastinating as i'm wont to do the night before my first anthropology exam. Well things wont always be like this i suppose, next semester med school is going to be real rough as we start studying everything that has to do with the human body all in one fell blow. i think they wish to exaust us to death. Still, it is rather interesting and i do love it so. I'm not a particularly philosophical or witty person i'm just a normal girl with too much time on her hands. Really this blog is more an outlet seeing as how i left my diary when i moved which is now probably being read by some 12 year old going through puberty, unfortunately they wont find anything steamy or remotely interesting in there for my life is and has always been just fairly boring. The most they can find is a guilty recollection of a drunken college night which amounted to nothing more than dissapointment. Well, anyways comming back to the present; i've always wondered why in the world is it that we women are NEVER satisfied with what we have? If we're thin we want to be fat, if we're fat we want to be thin, we want long hair, we want to be darker skinned, etc etc. Cant we just find a happy middle? I've yet to meet a woman who is completely satisfied with her life and is not moving through a constant cycle of change. i have always thought of myself as a simple person, i dont need much to be happy just the little things are good enough for me, yet i wish i could say i am THAT woman who is completely satisfied but i am not, like most people i'm constantly wishing i could change something but oh well i suppose thats just part of life...maybe what we all need is someone to tell us that we're beautiful just the way we are?

Toodles

~Lily~